A Soldier's Thoughts

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

A PENNY FOR YOUR THOUGHTS?

You may ask, why do you serve? Is it for the college money, the steady job, the guaranteed salary? When I chose to be a soldier I had considered all of those things however, none of them were the reason that I had joined. Before I get to the why lets look at my history. My father had served in the army (in Vietnam), my grandfather had served in the army (during World War II), and my great grandfather had served in the army (during the Civil War). Nobody in my family made a big deal out of any of this though. None of them told me that I should or shouldn't join. I just thought that I should, like some unspoken tradition. So my reason was tradition along with a sense of patriotism which made up my mind. I took all this with me off to basic training (and when I got there the first thought that came to me was, "Oh, crud, what did I just do? This is definitely not for me!"). It was though, all of it, all for me and the hundreds of others who were there with me. It wasn't hard really when I look back, the hardest parts came after basic training. When I finished basic training I went to Monterey, CA for my Arabic language training. It was so beautiful there in Monterey. My daughter was born there, we lived a mile from the beach, and we were so very poor (with me trying to make it on the salary of an E-1 Private), but we were so happy (my family and I). Of course next came the path that led towards war.... WAR, such a simple word, just a single syllable, yet the images it brings to your mind go on for miles. They had struck us at our heart, on our own soil at the World Trade Center. I was ready, angry, and vengeful. I wanted war and I wanted to be a part of war, but Afghanistan wasn't for me, mine was waiting in Iraq, and my time came soon enough. Before I knew it I was there, part of the first troops to invade Iraq. We made history there, I was part of it. What did it feel like you ask? You may be surprised at the answer to this question. Of course there was the anger, excitement, loneliness, boredom, fear (oh yes, never a shortage of that when we had crossed the border), and also the happiness. We were protecting the world from WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION. It is funny you know... Funny how life often comes full circle and you are again standing in the same place you started, yet this time you are perhaps a little wiser. I too came full circle. So here I am again in Iraq for my second time and still happy, not because of war though. War, that can transform people. You may think that I don't know what I am talking about. You may think that I just write this stuff to keep my sanity (you may even be right about that), but I say this, you don't have the full picture. I remember getting all my letters from home, some would tell me to get those Arabs, those towel heads, those terrorists, yet it is fear that breeds this way of thinking. Not intelligence, but fear of differences. You want me to let you in on a little secret? Ok, here it is. It isn't me that is afraid, I know what my bullets have done to other men. It it's not those soldiers who have had to shoot, or those who have REALLY been shot at that are afraid. It is those who don't have to see that we are all human. Those who's eyes never have to see the blood, death, or casualties. They call it all collateral damage... But let us return to my happiness. How could I possibly be happy over here? I am held longer in the army than my contract has stated (under the army's stop-loss policy). I am away from my family. I am in Iraq... My responce to these thoughts is simple. You can find happiness anywhere. I am happy for being alive (so many others have been less fortunate), for my health, for my wonderful wife and two beautiful children, for so many other great things that this list could go on and on.

Happiness can be found anywhere, even in a warzone.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Letters from the War Zone

Here is a letter that somebody wrote to Michael Moore (I agree with the author* of the letter). It has been published on his website you can read it by following this link:

"...count to 10 when the memory hits..."

* indicates that the author may be known by Zach ;)

Here is Donka Roo (also hand drawn by Zach). He has 4 legs but only 2 feet, GO DONKA ROO!!!

Here is Sad Cow (hand drawn by Zach himself) boy he's sad can you guess why?

Monday, March 28, 2005

Help Spc Long out

Spc Long has a dilemma, he has lost his running shoes. He is now doomed to a life of wearing flip flops when he wants to work out... If you think of a place where they might be then by all means post the location here. Oh, and feel free to make a little fun of him as well (hey we all do dumb things). Well I gotta go help him look for them so until next time... How was your Easter by the way? One more thing, if you happen to have a pair of HOT PINK running shoes send them to Spc Long in Iraq to help a soldier out (do your part for the war effort). If you really do have some pink shoes just send them to this address and I will make sure he gets them (or feel free to send anything crazy you think we may need over here, ie. 30ft of rope, a horse saddle, an old ski pole, whatever...) We always love getting mail and sometimes it doesn't really matter what's inside, it's the thought that counts right?

Sgt Zachary Scott-Singley
HHOC 642 MI BN (ACE)
FOB Danger
APO AE 09308