What color?
The day is Red, red for violence, and blue because it was cold.
Another day complete and with it more lives are over as well.
Desire can lead to regret and time marches on as all things end.
Come now child, open your eyes, the world is far from perfect and the edges are raw and ragged. Let it go and come back when you are ready to see.
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some people are beginning the think, and say, "this war is going badly". i dont know who to believe anymore. is everything okay there in iraq?
What the buddhists got wrong in my view was the conclusion that desire was to be avoided because it led to suffering. If you avoid desire and thus suffering you also avoid joy, only when there can be no joy does it make sense to strive for Nirvana. So sayeth anonymous.
When they talked about "desire" they meant desire for permanence, not necessarily desire for love and friendship (though this is interpreted by a lot of Buddhists differently). We don't want things to change. We don't want to die, and we don't want our loved ones to die, but we will and they will too. This fact leads to our suffering. We desperately want things to remain the same (and do I ever know this from my own experience!) but of course nothing does. The zen I've studied says that instead of fearing change we should accept it. The "suffering" comes from our inability to accept that all life is change and permanence is a myth. They say we should see it for what it is and live with it, therefore freeing ourselves of the endless cycle of disappointment (aka suffering) when things change anyway. As for "nirvana," zen teaches that it is here right now and if we just wake ourselves up from the delusion of permanence we'll see it. But I'm no zen master and I'm no Buddhist scholar. This is just what I've discovered from my own nascient zen practice.
So yes, Zach, another thoughtful and thought-provoking piece. It's almost over! I'm so happy for you. Soon you'll be home with your family. Not a day too soon, I know.
Take care --
Kate: Oops, didn't mean that as an insult to Buddhists in general. I was far to simplistic with that statement (as you cleared up by explaining that it was probable not all desire was ment by 'desire'). Also, I am a whatever floats your boat type person. If it helps you and doesn't harm anybody else, then it is as good and wholesome as PB&J on wheat toast.
My comments were really related to the philosophy of Buddhism I read when studying the history of India. While I do recall some passages related to material and personal desires (such as love etc.) what I read was in no way complete nor was any of it recent. I am not an expert and I don't know anything about modern beliefs.
In the spirit of full disclosure, I am also probably subconsciously bitter because I once had a Buddhist landlord that was a total prick.
In any case, my apologies and thanks for the info.
Anonymous, please don't apologize. I was not remotely insulted by anything you said.
I'm not sure if I'm a buddhist or not. I think the lesson of zen to accept change and therefore free yourself to love those around you now instead of regretting not loving them after they're gone is a good one, but then it's not unique to zen. Carpe diem after all! It was this idea of desiring nothing to change and then regretting living in the past (or in a fantasy future) rather than in the present moment that I took from Zach's "desire can lead to regret." I don't know if that was his intention or not.
There is something somber about Zach's post, but then I think that's often true when you look at things deeply. I know when I do I discover that things are far more complicated than they first appeared and there's something sad about that. If only everything could be simple and everlasting! I remind myself that actually there would be no beauty if everything was simple and everlasting. And of course it's just not the way it is so it's really fruitless to desire the impossible.
I think Snag's right. We want things to always be as they were when we were happiest. Sometimes we spend so much time doing that we leave no time for creating happiness today. I've desired things to be as they once were so deeply that it's made me hurt. This year more than most, actually. I can imagine Zach has too. I know my husband has. It's hard not to be overwhelmed by regret.
Try to accept the things you can not change.
Change the things you can.
Pray for the wisdom to know the difference.
Come home. You are worthless . To consider you a soldier is a joke.Time for this web site to bite the dust. Fini
what goes around, comes around..........
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zach,
ignore the freakin' anonymous who called you worthless.
this people will only consider you as a solider when you bow to their dear leader's mantra.
will you be back home b4 x-mas?
hurria,
Do you have a blog of your own? I'm pretty new to this blog-what are your demographics? What is the Iraqui view on Afghanistan?
Thanks!
kristen,
I bet you must be a very educated person then.(bullshit busted)
I'm pretty sure the above anon was mad, and taking his/her emotion into consideration, one would understand why soldier was wrongly spelt as "solidier".
I bet the "holier than thou" attitude that you possess put you where you are now.And, the ad hominem you used further justify the shit in you.
Have a great day bitch.Twit if you may.
Kristen,
If one is free to so openly criticize Zach's grammar, should they not be held to the same standards if not higher?
Since the post was later deleted and yours was left in its place, I'm assuming it was you who left it in the first place.
what is this? what are you talking about? who delete what?how? when?did i or any of the above anon ( many anons) make fun of Zach's entry? who are you scolding actually? are you another neo-con coming here to bitch just for the sake of bitching?
kristen,
this is the original anon you were talking about. you know, the grammar girl. thought id let you know i didnt delete shit. zach must have lost his balls for a moment and deleted my comment. what a great guy. hey its his site and he can do what he wants. just thought id say that you are worthless and never have anything insightful to say. i bet your fat too. yes, that was a grammatical error and i dont care because im not trying to sound smart. i am just talking here. and you are probably eating. youre probably alone and looking for peace as well. go find a boyfriend and leave ben and jerrys alone. if you have a man, im sorry for him. seriously you seem like the person who gets no fullfillment out of work so you have to come on here and try to sound smart. thats why there are so many anons that attacks you. because its easy and you are worthless. that is all. zach, please dont erase this until she gets the chance to read it and respond. cant wait to see what she has to say.
Kristen, I think you are giving anon too much credit when you say he has even a dead-end job. I think its probably 1. A minor and 2. A minor who's first language is not English. Of course thats how I always imagine trolls .. the vast unwashed legions of foreign children just discovering the joys of the internet equivalent of the prank call.
Zachary:
The best commentary I’ve seen. Ever!
marylou and nothingnew are examples that, in usa, nothing's new. the experiment has already failed.
muriKins been beating up on weaker peoples since day 1. read bury my heart at wounded knee, or a hundred other accounts. open your eyesto the genocide wrought by your SUV's, strip malls and walmart suburban sprawl. live by the sword, die by the sword.
"an all volunteer army"? yup. filled from the ranks of the southern, uneducated, unemployed or morally deficient. or just plain mean. love them skinhead looks on all the now-a-bit-portly west point grads running the "liberation process" around the world. mr snag from mi, how many O7's or higher go out on patrol, walking, with the likes of sgt zach and the all volunteer army? could marylou be helpful in falloojah as a cheerleader for our troops? contact your local recruiter, ma'am.
do any of you ever wonder what the little old ladies, and the young wives and religious groups did all those years between 1935 to 1944? in ole uncle germany? "but they're our husbands, brothers, neighbors, etc; and them damn pollacks attacked us anyway!" was it "tough fro them", rationalizing the concentration camps (guantanamo), the disappearing acts (rendition) the glorious speeches of their leaders (mission accomplished butch, chaingang, goebbels (rice, mengele, bolton, etc etc etc) as the wind carried the stench of burning flesh from the crematorium to their well kept homes? was it difficult for these damsels when the schools, hospitals, and infrastructure all went to war mode? (nola, fema, epa, etc etc etc). these "ladies" were surely proud of the "sacrifice" of their menfolk. could they also salute "la resistance" in france and elsewhere?
was it difficult for them l'il ole ladies, and young ladies, living a lie, repeating over and over to themselves the same old sad platitudes (we were attacked, fox news)? were they helpless to do anything except hide behind the propoganda and dummy leaders as their country went done the tubes?
see any parallels today in the late great usa?
nothingnew is 100% right; nothing's new. butchKo's usa and clingtongs usa has already failed. you are now more angry, afraid, rationalizing and distrustful than ever. the experiment was unsuccessful. before too long, your money will be worthless, the fields will produce no food, another culture or people will buy up all your homes and property and, just so you can eke out a living, put you all back to work tilling the soil, or in sweatshops to be, outwardly, more like the slaves you already are. ying. yang.
every cloud has a silver lining. it'll be the best of times for the next generation of WHITE peoples to be singing and composing their 21st century, post-DU blues............ you've tons to be proud of muriKins.
sgt scott and all the rest, muriKins, iraqis, palestinians and jews, keep safe and go home to your families with peace in your heart. you all are capable of much gentler behavior. even you marylou.
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